As tough as this year has been, as tough as right now is, I feel so at peace and where God has placed me, right now, this year.  God is so good, always.  He never fails me.  He knows my heart from inside to out and has the best plans for me, oh how I love him and his peace… Thank you Lord.

Ryan said he’s going to sponsor a child with me!! I’ve been wanting to do this for such a long time. In my lectures I’ve been learning about God’s covenants with his people and one of the biggest things that God has been showing me is that I am ‘blessed to be a blessing.’ We all are! It’s pretty exciting. So what a great way to bless someone’s life, helping out a child and their family in need! Can’t wait for Sunday to sort out the details with Ryan and also to see his beautiful face again! CAN NOT WAIT!!!

Feel so crap, I just wanna cry.  I hate how good days just turn so stinky.

Have had a really good day today…  I love days where I don’t have to do heaps to feel productive and like I haven’t wasted the day.  Have enjoyed getting tasks done, first of all waking up to the most gorgeous boy ever that I love, and just relaxing, even done gardening, enjoying the sun, ENJOYING HAVING INTERNET BACK OMGOSH YES, and enjoying my beautiful dog :)

Cried so much yesterday… was the most depressed I’ve been in a while.  I guess that’s good, shows how much I’ve improved over the last few years :)  Still was definitely not a feeling I like to feel.  That pain you get in your heart, I couldn’t say anything.  So hoping and praying for a better day today, and I know I will have one because God is good.  Have to remember that when you face opposition it means you’re getting back onto the right page, God’s page :)